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this is where they stay crunk, thro it up, dubs on the cadillac [25 Jun 2006|03:26am] so like how does a 19 year old girl use the expression "how could you choose her over me?!" when the "me" is a self obsessed whatever and the "her" is a normal person that i get along with. i never in my life thought i'd be having that conversation with someone i thought knew me. apparently i'm not as clear as i'd like to be. going back to loyalty. how do you compare the situation that i had with the cabbage face slut to the situation with jen and cristian. i don't want to travel back in time but she brought it up so ok, allie TRUELLYY tried to fuck with my life. she made up lies about me, my boyfriend and my actual friends. she tried to poison the actual healthy relationships in my life and then sniveled away when i confronted her. jen stoped speaking to cris because, well there is not real reason. jen says that cris "acted" different because she had to deal with stephanie and HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES DO WE HAVE TO GO OVER THISS that there is no getting around steph. you just have to be fake to move along. theres a lot more to this situation that helps to explain it all but i dont care enough to remember it. but it happened and the results are sticking. she tried to make me feel bad and that i should still be the same person i was when i was in fucking middle school or even high school. I AM NOT!!! i've grown as a person since then and ooooomg they havent. suuure i go a week or two without calling anyone, to me its nothing new. all my friends know that i hate talking on the phone and i've been sick and i've been helping the person that doesn't judge move out of her house, so yea i've been a little busy. it doesnt mean that i dont care or that im choosing one over the other. and "how dare i do this", B-I im not doing anything to anyone. how can i be "LOYAL" to anyone else if im not loyal to myself first. what person in their right mind would put someone else above them. it is human nature to be EGOISTIC, to care about your-fucking-self and put yourself above others. loyalty doesnt mean shit if you cant put your foot down for what you WANT and what is best for you. i know who my friends are, i know what's going on in their lives, i know i love them and they love me. so what gives you the right to tell me what i should be doing with those people. let me do me and you can do you. end of story. omg gonna like cry whatevv post comment

hmm [22 May 2006|11:21pm] sometimes i have deep thoughts, but most of the time i think about what is amusing. by the time i'm comfortable with a big idea i've changed my mind and i want something else. i always want something else, its a fact that you can't fuck with. the only thing that's stable in my life is food, i always want to eat and its usually one of the same 6 or 7 things, plus a diet coke. deep thoughts make me uncomfortable because that means you have to truely believe in something. you have to put all of your support behind something that you can't prove and even if you think you can, there is always someone or something arguing against you and disproving your point. basically i don't care enough about anything to do that. i don't like to be the center of attention, i don't like to fight for attention there are so many other good things you could do with your time. i like to be the center of one persons attention, thats just better. i think when one person wants to be in the middle of anyone there is something wrong. i don't know what it is but it's not right. it's like no one else is good enough to command attention, and with that it's like the people that have surrounded themseleves with you have decided that you're merely an audience, not an equal, not someone that they respect only someone that will laugh and nod their heads. i feel like trust doesn't exist, neither does loyalty because when it comes down to it, everyone is gonna do what's best for them. if a promise doesn't work for you anymore why the fuck would you keep it. don't live your life for someone else because it just will not work out. 1 comment|post comment

BFF [20 Mar 2005|10:42pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | hate it or love it bitch ] said the DJ on z100: The game featuring of course, 50 Cent... They're friends agian...BFF post comment

fuck you [19 Mar 2005|09:47pm] [ mood | annoyed ] i swear to fuckin gosh im gonna swallow my bottle of fuckin acne medication because for real how much worse could it get post comment

[16 Mar 2005|07:22pm] [ mood | sore ] yo bitch i got another job. i now have a job at delia*s in the westchesta mall. now all i need is for the bee line busses to stop striking so i can get there. or i need a car, whatever happens first. so i am most definetly on the right track with my life... post comment

whhhHHHAaaaAAAttttTT!!! [22 Feb 2005|10:39am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | let me love you ] so because i have no life i'm sitting at home watching mtv hits at 10 am and there is a performance. but my friends it is like no other performance that has ever taken place. it was gay ass good charlotte doing the song that i like and midway through the song fucking LIL JOHN comes out and starts "yAYYYYYIng" with the best of them. and it was all just very, very, very wrong... post comment

in the year 2000... [19 Feb 2005|01:06pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | the rydell fight song ] "...an ardvark will accidently swallow a bottle of viagra and become a hardvark" -Conan post comment

gonna die [16 Feb 2005|11:07pm] [ mood | high ] i think i'm going to die tonight. the new landlords are "renovating" and so like this deadly paint-ish, turpentine smell is going throughout my entire home. and i think it's toxic......i'm slippin under. 1 comment|post comment

losers and people who have no friends [14 Feb 2005|10:22pm] [ mood | grumpy ] bitter, bitter old woman.... 2 comments|post comment

jobfizzle [02 Feb 2005|10:21pm] [ mood | hungry ] i got a job!!!!! it's only a small one butttttt it's a start....and courteney has found me a husband and now all she has to do is find out how many goats i'm worth.... post comment

[28 Jan 2005|12:27am] [ mood | bored ] i am bored as a mother fucker and it's not fun i went on a mini-myspace-comment-spree and that was fun for 48 seconds i need a job post comment

i go through my life operating on the fact that i am slower than shit [21 Jan 2005|11:59pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | spanish stuff, i dont know what exactly ] i know its been long so i'll give you the quick update. i was sick as a fucker,correction: mother fucker, i got a little better, got a semi-job, made tons of cash and now i'm being a lazy son of a bitch. i figured i'd chill with my friends while they were on break from school then when they went back i would get a job. so they all went back and now i have to find a job and since i am slower than shit it's takin a while. the only thing i've done in the past three months is go shopping. now i'm not 100% on this but i don't think thats a really good thing. it is now my goal for the next month or so to actually accomplish something. maybe get a job, or a boy. either one really, i'm not that picky. wait that's a lie i am too fucking picky for my own good but i'll try yeah ok post comment

i took an adventure [08 Oct 2004|04:14pm] [ mood | sleepy ] i ventured outside my bubble yesterday. i went to a soccer game at saunders and i saw all of the little kiddies. i was cool then i thought i was gonna pass out or fall asleep and thats a real fucker when you've done nothing but sleep for 4 days and the first time you go out all you want to do is sleep. but i got fresh air and it was nice and now i just want to sleep some more... post comment

[04 Oct 2004|09:37pm] [ mood | sick ] mono sucks bitches...don't get mono post comment

guess what guess what!!!!! [02 Oct 2004|07:58pm] [ mood | hungry ] so im home, and im not feelin to well so i go to the doctor because my glands are the size of ping pong balls. so i thought i had strep agian, but that test was negative. but guess what was positive....the MONO test. yes bitches i have mono and now im on steroids, but im home and that makes me happy. 1 comment|post comment

i'm a college dropout!!!!!!! [27 Sep 2004|12:20pm] [ mood | happy ] i counted last night, i lasted 5 weeks at college. this thang aint for me it just wont work out. so today i'm headed home to try to save whats left of my sanity which i think i can do if i leave now. looking back the signs were all there. things telling me to stay home, dont go to the hippie town. like all the darkness that happened the week before i left for school and the fact that i was really crying. that was a sign because i dont usually cry, but i was like doing the uncontrolable, cant breathe type of crying which i havent done since over a year ago. signs were there i just had to realize. i'm just gonna take the year off, sleep, go to some museums, the zoo, maybe botanical gardens. do all the stuff that i always wanted but was to busy to do. i'm gonna try to be young and careless like i should've been for the past 3 years, i'm gonna do it now fuckers here i come, ima college dropout!!!!!! post comment

[21 Sep 2004|11:42am] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | jay-z "songcry" ] If I were a month, I'd be: january If I were a day of the week, I'd be: sunday If I were a time of day, I'd be: noon If I were a planet, I'd be: neptune If I were a sea animal, I'd be: a baaaaaby beluuuuuga If I were a direction, I'd be: that way If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be: an ottoman If I were a sin, I'd be: sloth If I were a historical figure, I'd be: teddy roosevelt If I were a liquid, I'd be: diet pepsi If I were a tree, I'd be: a willow If I were a bird, I'd be: peacock If I were a flower, I'd be: a rose If I were a kind of weeahter id be: cloudy If I were a mythical creature, I'd be a: fairy princess If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: drums If I were an animal, I'd be: a kitten If I were a color, I'd be: black If I were an emotion, I'd be: homesick If I were a vegetable, I'd be: a potato If I were a sound, I'd be: growl If I were an element, I'd be: hydrogen If I were a car, I'd be: a minivan If I were a song, I'd be: the lonliness If I were a movie, I'd be: sixteen candles If I were a food, I'd be: penne vodka If I were a place, I'd be: the house of chanel If I were a material, I'd be: cotton If I were a taste, I'd be: red bull and vodka If I were a scent, I'd be: allure If I were a religion, I'd be: polytheistic If I were a word, I'd be: darkenss If I were an object, I'd be: a picture If I were a body part, I'd be: an appendix If I were a facial expression, I'd be: bored If I were a part of a house, I'd be: the foundation If I were a subject in school, I'd be: history If I were a cartoon character, I'd be: Buttercup If I were a shape, I'd be a: polygon If I were a number, I'd be: 13 post comment

TRUTH [14 Sep 2004|09:35pm] [ mood | amused ] this is from my sisters friend mattie's profile...give her props... we are from yonkers. way before licenses we had bus passes- both real and fake. we go to nathan's on thursday nights. we don't need- nor have we ever needed- north ave to get drunk. we shop on fordham road, the westchester, cross county, the galleria, the square. we know a good deal when we see it. we go to the house parties in pelham, and usually get into trouble there. we don't know why everyone thinks yonkers is so hard. it makes us laugh. we know what kind of cars jadakiss and sheek drive. we scared ourselves in the gates of hell. we drive drunk, high, and fast everywhere. we race up and down the sprain, the saw mill, central ave, the hutch, the bronx river. we know cops. some of our parents have luxury cars, some of them don't. we are hard, soft, sweet, bitchy, smart, dumb, determined, lazy, cool, and we know it. post comment

"josey cannon!" [13 Sep 2004|07:55am] [ mood | tired ] i walked by an RA last night and do u know what he said to me? he excitedly said "josey cannon!". why can no one in this world call me josey....it's either Jo, Joz,or Josey Cannon....never just josey post comment

[12 Sep 2004|12:28am] [ mood | hungry ] i'm in the casa but i want to be out, i wanted to go out and drink tonight but that got the whomp whomp. now i'm just tired.....fuckers post comment

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